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My name is Tessa. This is my blog. It's always under construction.
So, it changes a lot. But you may find a few things that will remain consistent. Like:
5. I like quotes, books, and art.
4. I love pretty things and old things.
3. I'm learning how to cook, and do other grown up things, very slowly.
2. My friends are the apple to my pie.
1. It's all about Jesus. Most importantly, it's all about Him.
In light of the recentness of Christmas and the holidays, I want to send out a praise report to Jesus, the One who makes life happen. I've been praying for my family a lot lately, my brother in particular. As an older sister, I so tend to have a certain mom-ness that my two younger brothers cannot stand, and that I cannot seem to shake; this invariably ends up with me emotionally crazy. I've been so worried about what my brothers "should" or "should not" be doing that I have really missed out on some precious time with them because of my tenacity to preach at them incessantly. (Okay, I'm not quite as crazy as I'm making myself sound but this is to get my point across). This Christmas break I have spent some time with them and come to realize that yes flawed they are, as I also am, but a loving heart and caring disposition is not something they lack. They really take care of my mom, in a very selfless way. Also, when I got upset Christmas night over something that didn't matter, in my own moment of selfishness, I found my brother, Tate, encouraging me. He reminded me of the Lord's goodness and provision for our family and all of the blessings that fill our lives. I will always remember that moment because I felt the release of a false burden I was holding on to; trying to be my brother's way to God when that spot remains solely for Jesus alone. I also again realized that God always works in ways I cannot fathom or predict... He knows all, while I can barely grasp the tiny bit of knowledge I have thus far attained in life.
So yes, I will continue praying for my brother, but I rejoice in the Lord because there is no doubt in my mind He is at work and does all things for our good! Also, He remains faithful even when I am not (meaning in my falters and mess ups, doubts, insecurities). Praise the Lord, He is good. His love endures forever.
Me and Tate, Christmas Night 2011! I love my lil bro.
